Found this and thought I would share it.
I can't put into words the stress and sorrow my soul is in tonight, God please turn my darkness into light, blackness turns into blinding light just by breathing your name across my lips. I ask you why you allow me to wander throughout days of darkness? I look up and see the ceiling of my sorrows and wonder if these sorrows were meant for me and if so why? God deliver me out of this pit so I may help the many further down below me! Amen
"Some want to live within the sound
Of church or chapel bell;
I want to run a rescue shop,
Within a yard of hell."
Quote by, C.T. Studd
i wanted to talk a little about where our comfort lays as Christians. We all feel a level safety and community staying within the walls of our church, going to Sunday School, Church Service and home groups. After all theses are who we learn to live the Christian life with, pray for each other when hardships and trials face us.
I start off by asking myself and others what we are doing to help those on the outside of the church that face many of the same struggles we Christians face. Some struggles they face are much worse than us Christians face, but they don't have any positive support.
i am trying to make an effort to break out of the traditional go to church, get feed and go home to hitting it head on and face the enemy out in the streets. After all that's were I spend most my time during the week, work, home, and various other activities. I have so to speak lived a life just outside the gate of hell and now that I have found Christ I want to head back and bring other out.